There never seems to be a moment when something doesn't trigger a memory. It's so hard. I keep telling myself it will get better. But the more I say it the less I believe it. These last few days have been the worst. I now realize how you must have struggled with your asthma Amah. It's such a terrible illness. I so wanted you with me then. To reach out to you and just hear your voice. I reached out but I didn't hear your voice.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day and I'm going to miss you even more. Your absence has left a hollow that just seems impossible to fill or forget. I tell myself to move on and that you are there beside me every step of the way. But .............
I need to go on. And I will try. But I miss you sooooo much. Happy Mother's Day Amah.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day and I'm going to miss you even more. Your absence has left a hollow that just seems impossible to fill or forget. I tell myself to move on and that you are there beside me every step of the way. But .............
I need to go on. And I will try. But I miss you sooooo much. Happy Mother's Day Amah.
I'm very sure she was right beside you when you needed her. All you need to do is close your eyes and you will hear her. She loves us all too much to have gone very far. She would surely want you to get better soon. So do get better and make her happy. She has suffered enough with her asthma and definitely would not want you to go through what she had to endure all those years. That will be your present to her this Mother's Day.
ReplyDeleteAnd you even managed to publish a post. So it does allow the others to do so. No more excuse guys. I am going to make a rota so that everyone publishes a post.
ReplyDeleteAny volunteers for tomorrow?
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