Today I attended a funeral. Relatives who couldn't make it to Amah's funeral were paying their condolences to me. It was like going through it all over again. I was drained and upset by the time I left. All had such good things to say. All I could think was I know. She's my mum remember!  9 months and still grieving. 

I am tired. Fed up. First I loose you. Then my chain. Now my car. When will this stop. Enough of loss. Enough.