I was just thinking of you.  I come into this page and I see so many posts.  Reading it just brings tears.  I wonder what you are doing now?  I can imagine you sitting next to God and stating your mind quietly and surely.  Have fun there.  Say hi to my dad and my grandma

It still hurts

A friend of mine lost her mother yesterday. In sending her my condolences the pain of your loss became so intense. I realised that time may offer some healing but it will never truly remove the hurt, the loss, the pain, the loneliness of your absence. It's only 3 years and yet it feels like eternity.
I miss you tremendously. We all miss you so much Amah. Just to call you AMAH one more time, to see your smile one more time, to hear you one more time...........

3 Years Ago Today

3 years ago today,

But yet it seems like only yesterday,

You are never far off from our thoughts,

"Wish you were here,"

Are words often on our lips.

If only wishes do come true,

You would be right back here with us,

But alas that is not so,

So carry on we must,

With beautiful memories of you in our hearts.

I can still picture you clearly in my mind,

Always there for all of us,

The kind, gentle and loving ‘Amma' you always were,

You were our ‘Appa’ too for 34 years,

Maybe thats why its so hard to move on.

We still love you dearly,

No matter where you are,

Its been a long journey for you too,

Hope and pray that you are safe,

But surely in heaven, you are.

Time heals or so they say,

We still await for such a day,

Just a fleeting memory of you,

Can still bring about so much pain, 

And its 3 years ago again.

Another year has passed without you. It's hard not missing you. There are times when I reach for the phone to call you only to be reminded that there are no numbers to heaven. We now have a new family member. Bella. You would have loved her. She's so cute. She reminds us of you. She missed not knowing you or being spoilt by you. I wish you were here AMAH.

Missing you.

Amma's 1st Anniversary Prayers

Missing You

I am in my new house and I have been sleeping in the room meant for you. Missing you Ma. 

19 March 2014

I sat in your chair this morning. I played your radio full blast like how you used to. Deafening I used to say. I opened ÿour cupboard and touched your familiar clothes. The room is so empty without you. Our lives are missing something so terribly. All I can ask is why. Why? I miss you Amah. 

Tribute by Jeyanthi

One year today our lives changed forever. 

Missing you everyday Amah.

Tribute by Dharan

One year since she's left us..